i feel like ive been dumped. heart punched into stomach. the aching. oh the aching.

open holes that lead to doorways are usually untrustworthy.i am untrustworthy.i am all that is wrong and sickly with this world.i am love.
at least law and order is on.
oh ghosts.

i am so high and oh my dear sweet lovely sadistic jesus its lovely. the last hour before bed is the best part of my days. drug induced and candy coated with good vibrations. 

i am a machine

i am woman

big snake wants to swallow me whole

but im not gonna let him oh no

big snake wants to eat up my soul

but hes not gonna get it

your big snake is oh so scary

but im not

easily intimidated 

your big snake is oh so fast

but im faster.